I began writing this blog in 2010 as a way of expressing my thoughts about polygamy and growing up in a cult. As I came to my own understanding and awareness of the difference between religion and spirituality, it gave me the ability to look at my childhood through an expanded view. This is what I hope to share with you.

I was born in a secluded polygamy-based cult in Montana. Yes, polygamy does exist outside of Utah.

Anna LeBaron may be the daughter of a notorious polygamist and murderer, but she has come to understand Whose she really is. She is shaped by the horror and grief of her childhood, but she is gripped by the grace of a God who makes all things new. Listen as she discovers not only the true nature of her father but her own true identity. The Polygamist's Daughter is a harrowing tale of what everyday life was like within a polygamous cult, which her father - Ervil LeBaron was leader of. At the age of 13, after years of chaos, hunger, abandonment, fear of FBI raids, child labor and emotional abuse, Anna LeBaron works up the courage to step out of all she has known and into the uncertainty of life outside the cult.

One of more than fifty children of infamous polygamist cult leader, Ervil LeBaron, Anna LeBaron endured abandonment, horrific living conditions, child labor, and sexual grooming. At age thirteen, she escaped the violent cult, gave her life to Christ, and sought healing. Having known for years that she needed to tell her story—getting the words out of her heart and onto the page, Anna is thrilled.

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In this secluded community our unique brand of religion was the stronghold in my life. As a little girl I was taught to believe that my worth was determined by my servitude to men and their version of God. The sole purpose for my existence was to belong to the right man and give him as many children as my body would allow. The belief that I could not survive without a man to take care of me, control me and make my choices for me was fed to me from the time I was very small.

As I grew I was indoctrinated with the belief that I could not obtain heaven unless I gave my husband at least three wives, and only then, if he determined that I was worthy of heaven. I was taught that I was not of value, did not need an education, did not need to drive, and must do everything I was told by the male members of the society, because they were representatives of God. Then I needed to top it off with a smile on my face in the belief that suffering was good for me, that suffering in silence made women beautiful in the eyes of God and men.

From the time I was very young, I knew I did not want the life God had supposedly predestined for me.

After tolerating years of sexual, physical, emotional and spiritual abuse at the hands of the men I had been taught were servants of God, I found myself having to choose between suicide or escape. At the age of seventeen, I found the courage, driven by desperation, to leave everything I knew behind me. Rather than living a life that felt like hell, I chose to face the outside world, a world I knew little about and had been taught all of my life to fear.

I found myself having to choose which version of hell I wanted to suffer through.

In the outside world I found the love, acceptance and happiness I had never felt in the community of my childhood. That was the early 80s and therapy wasn’t a viable option. Through my own therapy of self-help books in inner guidance, I healed myself from the trauma of my past and created a life that I couldn’t have even imagined as a child. I discovered that hell is nothing more than an illusion in the mind and that heaven is an inside job. With the assistance of my loving inner therapist, I came to understand that any feelings of worthlessness and unworthiness are misconceptions based in the delusions of fear and not the makings of a loving God. Fear is so sneaky and deceptive, it often disguises itself as love.

Freedom from the constant bombardment of fear became the driving force in my life.

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The 2008 great global recession led to my spiritual awakening. In the midst of my life falling apart it was actually coming together. Spiritual gifts and understanding from my childhood, gifts my religion attempted to scare out of me, were reactivated. This new understanding of Spirit took me on a journey of wanting to more deeply understand my unique childhood and share with the world the beliefs in this hidden sub-culture. When I came to understand that my soul’s purpose is to, “take on religion” it terrified me. And, I wanted to wait to talk about religion until I could do it from a place of peace and understanding, rather than resentment. I hope to achieve this in my blog.

My primary life purpose to teach others how to RISE ABOVE FEAR-BASED BELIEFS and have the courage to trust their own path. The focus of my work is spiritual freedom. Freedom stems from understanding there there is no one-right-way and that all paths lead home to love. It is freedom of the heart to learn through joy rather than suffering, and for the heart’s light to be lifted from under the bushel of fear.

As an author, speaker and spiritual luminary, I teach others how to see their past with new eyes and create a future that fulfills them in every way. I teach my audiences and students how to compassionately rethink what they’ve always thought and disbelieve what they’ve always believed as they come home to their own inner truth and infinite love.

I am also a human rights advocate. It is my firm belief that human rights are synonymous with spiritual freedom, and our God given birthright. I believe that all people deserve to be treated with dignity, equality and respect and that in the mind of the infinite energy many call God, we are all of equal value. Anything less is a man-made delusion.

If you are open to learning more about my message, programs, books and services, visit http://victoriareynolds.com. Hop on over to my official website and pickup a free copy of my guidebook, RISE UP: A simplified Guide to The Great Awakening, Spiritual Revolution and The Ascension, and see what else I am up to in the real world.

And remember, to shine your light so high, others can’t help but see their own light.

As always, get bold, be fearless and live free!

XO,

Free yourself from the fear-based reality and create a life you absolutely love.

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The focus of my soul’s work at this time is to help heal the broken hearts of humanity and repair the divide that has us feeling so separated from each other.

My purpose is to help others find freedom and love within themselves, and learn to trust their own paths outside of the confinements of fear.

Visit my official website and pick up a free copy of my newest book, RISE UP: A Simplified Guide to The Great Awakening, Spiritual Revolution and The Ascension.

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Check out my other books and programs to discover how to own your true worth, free your spirit and transcend fear as we move out of the present fear-based reality into a new reality based solely and souly in love.

Watch new episodes on my personal YouTube channel and visit Fearless and Free TV, my newest creation, to watch interviews with inspiring guests.

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This love based reality we are creating stems from Divine love that exists within every one of us. We need only to find it within ourselves and spread it outward.

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Thank you for inviting me to be a part of your transcendence journey.

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